Comments on: Rage, rage against the dying of the light… http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/ A Mind Boiling Over Tue, 08 Dec 2009 05:35:47 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 By: Catatonic Kid http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-948 Catatonic Kid Fri, 08 Aug 2008 00:21:43 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-948 That's a great way to describe it, CC! I think it will be a slow process for me too - that's moderately annoying but probably to the good ;) Glad my writing gets your going too. That's rather cool! That’s a great way to describe it, CC! I think it will be a slow process for me too – that’s moderately annoying but probably to the good ;)

Glad my writing gets your going too. That’s rather cool!

]]> By: Catatonic Kid http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-947 Catatonic Kid Fri, 08 Aug 2008 00:13:38 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-947 Yeah, Sassy that makes a lot of sense. It's what I've been doing almost exclusively for a long time, and that's why I think it's time for a change. I feel like I need to get a handle on the past before I can get all there is to be gotten out of the present. I can't really be present if I'm walking around feeling cut off from who I used to be 'eh? Yeah, Sassy that makes a lot of sense. It’s what I’ve been doing almost exclusively for a long time, and that’s why I think it’s time for a change. I feel like I need to get a handle on the past before I can get all there is to be gotten out of the present. I can’t really be present if I’m walking around feeling cut off from who I used to be ‘eh?

]]> By: ClinicallyClueless http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-946 ClinicallyClueless Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:38:59 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-946 By the way, your writing inspires me to write. I comment in a different way with you much of the time. It is in a way that I used to write, at times, I miss it. Thank you. By the way, your writing inspires me to write. I comment in a different way with you much of the time. It is in a way that I used to write, at times, I miss it. Thank you.

]]> By: ClinicallyClueless http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-945 ClinicallyClueless Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:37:17 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-945 Hi CK, I know this rage you speak of and it is a whole different animal than being angry although that is a start. And, there is a huge difference between being angry and getting angry. I'm getting bits of my rage and unlike sister sassy, I am not at a point where the need is to look forward. I've done that too much which has allowed my rage to gain power and grow. Funny thing about anger and rage is that when you feel it, you also feel the same amount of pain. Sometimes, I feel like my rage is molten rock deep within me and sometimes there is a fissure that lets some of it out only to cool and seal again. It comes slowly, but never like a volcanic eruption. However, I would like it to be like that and over with. Sometimes, I may steam and spit, but it is a slow process...don't want to destroy myself or those around me. Even when, I really feel like destroying me. I liked the Muttley comment...LOL!!! Also, loved the two things at the end, but I would amend the last one because the "way to be real is to be heard for the sake of being heard, and not for any more or less than that." Continue to let your self be heard and known. Hi CK,

I know this rage you speak of and it is a whole different animal than being angry although that is a start. And, there is a huge difference between being angry and getting angry. I’m getting bits of my rage and unlike sister sassy, I am not at a point where the need is to look forward. I’ve done that too much which has allowed my rage to gain power and grow. Funny thing about anger and rage is that when you feel it, you also feel the same amount of pain. Sometimes, I feel like my rage is molten rock deep within me and sometimes there is a fissure that lets some of it out only to cool and seal again. It comes slowly, but never like a volcanic eruption. However, I would like it to be like that and over with. Sometimes, I may steam and spit, but it is a slow process…don’t want to destroy myself or those around me. Even when, I really feel like destroying me.

I liked the Muttley comment…LOL!!! Also, loved the two things at the end, but I would amend the last one because the “way to be real is to be heard for the sake of being heard, and not for any more or less than that.” Continue to let your self be heard and known.

]]> By: Sister sassy http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-942 Sister sassy Thu, 07 Aug 2008 12:36:26 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-942 I'm all for being angry and having a righteous rage. But when you talk about looking back so you know where you're going, it made me thing a bit... well, recently I've decided for myself to stop looking anywhere but at where I am right now. Live the day I have and love what I can, find joy in what I can and try not to live in the regrets and hurts of the past or live for the fixes the future promises. Does that make sense? I’m all for being angry and having a righteous rage.

But when you talk about looking back so you know where you’re going, it made me thing a bit… well, recently I’ve decided for myself to stop looking anywhere but at where I am right now. Live the day I have and love what I can, find joy in what I can and try not to live in the regrets and hurts of the past or live for the fixes the future promises. Does that make sense?

]]> By: Catatonic Kid http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-941 Catatonic Kid Thu, 07 Aug 2008 03:05:26 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-941 It is, isn't it? Hmmm. It doesn't need words - only space. It is, isn’t it? Hmmm. It doesn’t need words – only space.

]]> By: wily http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/2008/08/07/7-years/#comment-940 wily Thu, 07 Aug 2008 02:58:39 +0000 http://catatonickid.wordpress.com/?p=451#comment-940 You know what you want. That's really good. Anger is energy. Anger is energy. Anger is energy. HOLLER You know what you want.

That’s really good.

Anger is energy.

Anger is energy.

Anger is energy.

HOLLER

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